“Heavenly Father,
Up until now, I’ve seen Dependance as Weakness; something shameful and to be avoided at all costs.
I’ve been praying for miracles, but I’ve been the one to stop the work of God in my own mind, heart and life.
Today, I recognize my self-sufficiency is rooted in pride, ignorance and arrogance.
Apart from you, I can do nothing good and my life reflects that.
I need you. Forgive me for not allowing the word of God to do a work in me.
The act of pruning does not sound easy or fun, but according to your will, it must be done.
Give me the determination and discipline to start and end my day with you.
Help me to focus on the good you’ve brought into my life so I can experience even more of your favor. Be my guide, strength and comfort.
Bless me to worship you with my thoughts and actions, not just my words.
Lord, my heart is willing, but my flesh is weak. Help me, God.
I give you full permission to tame this wild heart.
From this day forward, bless me not to stop you anymore.
I’m ready to leave the shallow waters and go deep into you.
For I desire to be whole, healed, fruitful and yielded to you, my King. In Jesus’ name, amen.”
Julia Shalom Jordan
