“Dear Heavenly Father,
I worship the God of miracles. I know with you all things are possible. But, right now it’s difficult to believe what I know— so please bridge this gap for me.
My heart is so jarred, I can’t see straight, I’m not thinking right, and I’m filled with anxiety for the unknown. I’m in a raw and vulnerable place because my greatest commitment has crumbled right before my eyes. I’ve been connected to another in mind, body and spirit for so long…that I’m unsure of who I am without him/her.
Lord, cover every broken place with your strength. I have no idea what that will look like for me. I’ve lost hope. Vision. Direction. Purpose. Passion. I’m angry and hurt…but most of all confused. Where do I go from here?
Lord, I repent for my contribution to the failings in this relationship. Help me let go of every offence against my former husband/wife. I refuse to harbor any root of bitterness or resentment. I know doing this can harm my family for generations to come. Bless my future and by empowering me to do the hard things…to forgive…over and over and…over again. I choose to walk your path of blessing; to leave a legacy of a rich life dependent on you.
Today, with you as my witness, I forgive myself for the dissolution of my vows. I look to you to show me the next steps for this new chapter in my life. You alone will show me how to trust again; You, Lord will give me the proper balance of wisdom and discernment while remaining open hearted and vulnerable (when I need to be).
Instead of dreading the future by giving into fear, I anticipate the extra time and energy I now have to focus on building a greater connection with you. I dedicate this season to falling deeper in love with you, Lord.
In Jesus’ name, thank you for binding my broken-heart, for never leaving me and for always providing me with what I need exactly when I need it. Amen.”
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