About 6 years ago I worked in a coal mine as lead operator on the surface. Until the day I was cleaning underneath the crusher deck and was smashed by tons of coal and steel. It destroyed my back and neck I was told I would be disabled the rest of my life. After 2 years doctors had me addicted to very high doses of pain killers. My fiancee became addicted as well. After 3 years like this we lost everything and became addicted to street drugs. My fiancee and her brother started manipulating me. Her brother has spent 6 years in maximum security prison. I never lost my good heart and those 2 became jealous of that. I discovered a plan to get me sent to prison. When that didn't work they decided to try to unalive me. Mike, her brother attacked me in my own house while I slept, I was able to win that fight. I lost everything because of all of this. I moved back in with my parents at 40 years old. From there I was able to rebuild my mind and body. After losing my mother I decided to push myself further. Now I am an operator for an electrical company building the largest solar panel arrays in the nation. My story is full of ups and downs, from owning my own house and having a career to losing everything then living on the street. I've learned my heart is very good, and because of this wanting to help others I'm easily drawn into the dark side of life. Usually while trying to help others out of it. I've been in the presence of evil. I know it's real. Now I am just trying to stay strong live a good life and travel the world
